Gold Coast frieghter bound for cotton fields........

Wow cant believe whats going on or what went on at Penn State. And of all people Joe. He is one of the most respectable and well liked and respected all over the country. Sometimes I think the whole world is sick to some degree. It just shows that using drugs and alcohol were only symptoms of my disease. Something was twisted out of proportion long before I took that first drink or drug. I used chemicals some use sex, porno, emotions and small children apparently to stop the pain.  And Like when my girlfriend of nearly five yrs left me for a woman, it seems so confusing to me how people get to that point. Like the child molesters and suddenly deciding you want to be with the same sex in a relationship seems crazy as hell to me, I do suppose I who put gallons of dope over the years in my veins and gave and gave to my addiction must seem like I am crazy as hell to those people. Regardless, any addiction will take everything and ruin your world. The people that are laid to the side by us are harmed in a bad way also. And they just wanted to help........Thank God I am at least clean and sober today!