Want to know how to make God laugh?......Make plans. Have not had a chance to have anymore rounds with this gut slinger. It seems I just don't give a dam about it anymore. Its not worth even risking the che chance that i might find it in my twisted mind a reason to use. There will no doubt be plenty more situations that will seem hopeless at first that God will have to help me through them also.
Sometime I think that the truly sickest people are the ones that appear the sainest. I have seen beautiful drop dead georgous women, so perfect in every way at first. They always have a smile on their face, the go out of their to help others, they are polite, seem highly intelegent, a great career and plenty of everything. Then find them an hour or so after work crying because they are so miserable that their life will never change. They feel somehow doomed or sentenced to this life of misery. This is of course all on the inside. When you do get them to talk and actually tell whats going on, the most strangest things seem to come out of their mouth. Its all about how their circumstances will never change. You can share what you hear in recovery very descreetly of course with them and no matter how positive they always will disagree and say they are indeed doomed. This is closed mindedness and self reliance at its best. I just pray (for one in particular) That they will start to take suggestions and realize that a job making 12 an hour is much better than none. That at the end of bill paying they have 20 dollars left and it is 20 times better than none. However some will turn to what I did to stop the pain only to find more. Surrender could save alot of un-necessary pain. Its that simple.
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